Recom-ien-dation!

OK, so right now I'm reading Sinner, by Ted Dekker. He is a christian author, although at fist glance you might not think so. Anyways, i recommend that all you read it, it's crazy and really makes you think. His circle trilogy is really good as well, and a fourth piece of it comes out September. So check it out!

Sara wants to feed aquifina to the goldfish. Then sara becomes a jedi knight.

OK, so if you haven't heard of this you type in your name and a verb in the google search box.
ex.
Sara likes
Sara hates
Sara wants
needs
does
eats, etc.
and see what the results are, it's funny!

it's kind of a time waster... but ah well i call it the google name game.
And that is where my title comes from.
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Anyways... I'm taking my final exams starting this week. ugh. today i was trying to study for physics, and my thoughts are thus:

God created a beautiful mathematical universe. It could not have been another way and been the same and I think it is very glorious, its one of the top ways I see God in the world.

However my small brain cannot comprehend all of it! Or perhaps I'm not fully applying myself...
whichever it makes my head feel full and a bit achy.

So why must i try to learn this. why can't I just be exposed to the wonder?
Ah well, it'll all be over soon.

A question for yall.

I'm having a rough time trying to love someone. I'd rather just ignore their existence most of the time. But I know that is not what God wants. So I'm sure most of you have experienced something similar, so do you have any tips?

Dentistry

I just went to the dentist. my thought:
we actually pay people to scrape gunk off our teeth with various implements; usually made of metal. I know that its beneficial, and I enjoy going to the dentist, however when looked at literally doesn't it seem absurd?

-sigh of happiness-

The world is so huge and big and it is very amazing when I rediscover that there is life beyond my circle of friends and that there is more to life than my city. Why yes i was going through people's blogs today, and discovering new ones, however did you know :) . But really i am filled with amazement and love right now, because GOD IS AWESOME. This may or may not be my general response to all happiness. :) but it is very encouraging that people in other places have the same issues, listen to the same songs, and love God as well. :) so thank you all for being an encouragement to me, though you don't know who i am and may never find me. there is a serrious thought behind this... slightly hard to distinguish i realise, but hopefully you got it.

* I wrote this yesterday.

A poem. ^_^

wanta come
wanta come with me
with me
with me- where i go?
where i go
whenever
whenever- i go?

will you
will you- come with me
with me
with me- where i go?
wherever i go
will you go with me?
with me
with me- wherever i go?

would you
would you- stay with me
with me
with me whenever i go?
whenever i go
would you stay with me
with me
with me- wherever i go?

you'll stay with me
with me
with me where i go
when i go
you'll stay with me
with me
with me-- always.

She came to the path
and seeing no guide sat
alert
waiting
waiting
^^^^^^The anxiety began not long after she sat down.
Could you not keep watch for one hour?
^^^^^^No. Apparrently not. but she did not know which way to go. ^^^^^^She sat; then stood. Sat, stood many times. paced in ^^^^^^circles, 'round and 'round the place where the path diverged. ^^^^^^North or south?
Can you not wait even one hour with me?
^^^^^^I must sit she thought.
I will never leave you nor forsake you.
^^^^^^I will see him. he will come. He is here? Where! Breathe, ^^^^^^Relax. I must wait.
And so she sat
waiting
waiting
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