We start off small only to get big and create more small ones.
Why do we do both, why not just one or the other. Always big or always little. I suppose somewhere in the middle would be best.
I try to see in sepia
No colors, only tones of golden filmy brown
I deny colors
And pretend that every thing is simple
How do I remember the goal is the process
Yet not trying is unrepentant failure.
But still I want what I cannot have
I cannot have it, for it doesn't exist
I guess my focus is off.