Saturday, November 17, 2012
I am becoming a new person.
I broke through the wall of leaving YouTube comments.
For how much I watch YouTube this is fantastic.
I feel less like a viewer and more like a participant.
It is freeing. To feel like my comment matters,
even if no one ever reads it.
I got that internship I mentioned.
The crazy part?
I actually think I can do it.
I'm not one to be confident in my abilities.
I generally worry that I can't do whatever it is.
But I can do this. and beyond that I want to.
I am willing to try, and to learn to be bold.
Willing to ask for what I need to do a good job,
and push through the hard stuff.
And these two situations rub off on how I feel about everything else.
These feelings will fade. In a few months when I'm in the middle of it all,
I'll only feel the struggle.
But. Right now, It feels good.
It feels good.